So, basically, mom, I'm a waste of time for you. That's what you wanted to say, right?

The past couple of months you've been trying to just not cry, because we are running out of money; you've lost a lot of students on your music class. My dad is not getting work. And the only money we have from your classes, you use it to buy food, and all things that are necessary, you also pay my English classes.

It's been a long time since I wanted to stop, and leave English class. First of all, because I'm already bored; we are "learning" things from 1st grade of school. Second, it will be a money you can save. I wanted to help you.

English teacher sent me a message for you: the paper that will decide, if I go to English class next year or not. So, I told you I don't want to go anymore. You got mad.

"You need to learn English", I, personally, think I know what is necessary, plus, I'm learning more watching videos, playing games and reading stuff.

"What you are "learning" on internet is not what you need", we are talking about English, not Zombie language...

"Everything you wanted, you got it. Just a few days you told us you wanted something, you got it. I don't know why are you acting like this", you took more than 3 years to make my dream come true; take voice acting classes. You never sent me to Japanese or guitar classes. You never said a word about that animation class I wanted to do. Also, about the merchandise and clothes, glasses, etc I want, all I did was to tell you that "I wish I could get those". I never repeated that I wanted the Eddsworld Red October's merch, those Chess Board Vans, the Bob and Bosip merch, the 3DS to play RHM... When the Bob and Bosip and Red October merch came out, I just told you "Oh, there is new merch of this and that! I wish I could get at least one of them...", and then I made you look to the desings, because, for some reason, I knew you would like them. That's it. And still, I'm not getting them. And I'm not mad. I'm mad because you're saying I get everything I want. Lie.

"If you quit English class, yuo're not doing anything. No more Voice Acting class, no Japanese, no Norwegian, no Russian, no French, NOTHING.", My voice acting class ended like a month ago. And, thanks to you, I'm using Duolingo for those languages (actually, I'm not right now, been busy with school).

Look, mom, I know Mr Beast, AmorAltra, Eddsworld, my videogames, my Wattpad stories, everything, are not English teachers. But, I learn a lot with them.

You say if I don't study, I can't talk with people in the USA or UK. I've been talking with a Russian girl in English a whole year. Most of my Instagram followers are Americans, and I talk with them a lot, and I CAN understand them.

This is the prove that you don't pay attention to me. This whole message is in English. It may have a mistake, which is possible, but at least this is understandable. I've been learning more in the internet, the English class did nothing but remind me of things from 1st grade of school, and it wasn't necessary, to be honest. If you want to know if I really learn with the internet, then come here, sit down with me, and look. Because that's what you had to do the whole time: pay attention to me.

And you know what? I know what I want to be when I grow up. And I do not need an English certification to do it. I've been learning animation by myself. And I'm not the best, but it is something. My animations will be for my YT channel. And no one said something about an English certification for it. Never.

Again. All I wanted to do was to help you save money. Not only quit and do nothing.

Thanks for nothing, mom.